Monthly Archives December 2012
“It’s what you are, you know,” she said.
He nodded. “Yes, Ma’am, I am.”
He paused, then licked his suddenly dry lips. “I…” He had to clear his throat slightly. “I am a dirty little slut.”
Another rapid dart of tongue over lips. “What else, Ma’am?”
Her voice was implacable. “What else are you, slut?”
“Um… I am your dirty little slut, Ma’am.”
He heard her laugh. “Well, yes, I think that’s rather obvious, but I think you’re considerably more than a dirty little slut, too, aren’t you?”
He shifted on the stool upon which he sat, and was reminded again of the plug in his ass. His cock throbbed, too, and another drop of pre-cum slipped out, and his downcast eyes watched. “Yes, Ma’am.”
He hesitated and there was a sharp slap of a crop on his...Read More
Fa la la la la, la la la la…
It is passing fast away, isn’t it?
It’s the eve of the eve of the very last day of 2012.
I’ve been speculating, as we all have, on the upcoming year.
This will mark the 100th year since my mother’s birth.
I’ll be judging at least one international contest this year, possibly two, and that’s both gratifying and a little intimidating.
I want to do some organizing, lighten my physical load. I have some kitchen cabinets to clean out, spices and oils. I’ve actually cleaned out my main pantries over the last few months and kept them tidy, but there’s more to come.
I actually did a quick cleanup of that fabled hall closet today, looking for something I didn’t find anyway. It’s not good, but it’s better. I need to pull everything out and put it all back in order...Read More
I’ve not felt very well for a couple of days, a stomach thing that was minor but didn’t feel minor, but I’m feeling closer to myself now, though still not 100%.
I’ve had a quiet couple of days, not doing much, not going anywhere, other than slave drew and I going out today to the mall. He wanted to look for something and I went along. I found a couple of things at good after-Christmas prices, so it was worthwhile.
We made a quick grocery run, too, and now we’re home until we head to see slave drew’s brother, his wife, and their two children tomorrow evening. Then we have one more gathering
Other than that, I’ve spent the day at home, and I have no complaints about that, either.
It snowed last night, so I got up to a very pretty world, the kind with a couple of inches of very wet sn...Read More
The year 2012 is winding down.
There are three days left and then this year will be over. I can’t say I will be unhappy to see it in the rear-view mirror.
It hasn’t been a bad year, in many ways.
In February, my own Bluegrass Leather Pride contest went well, despite having lost two venues in the last month or so before. We ended up doing it in a private home and the upstairs of a local restaurant, and while it wasn’t ideal, it worked. My contestants didn’t end up competing at GLLA, but that happens sometimes.
I was also in Indianapolis in February for Beat My Valentine, an event sponsored by IMAS, Indiana Masters and Slaves.
In March I drove out to Dallas, to South Plains Leatherfest, to watch Charles and jacki compete for International Master and slave.
In April, we went to Fort Lau...Read More
December 27, 2012 Vanilla Life
Eventually, I will have time to respond to comments. Maybe have time to leave a few of my own.
Eventually, I will tell you what the mother of the children who were the object of my Santa Run said.
Eventually, I’ll post pictures of the rope rug and the peacock feather fan and the glass sculpture from Christmas.
Eventually, I’ll have time to find that story about the cat named Stiletto.
Eventually, I’ll talk about kink again.
Eventually, I’ll respond to the 47 emails I’ve ignored and finalize my class list and update my online calendar.
Eventually, I’ll clean off my desk and clean out my hall closet and vacuum under the sofa.
Eventually, I’ll write my last three Christmas cards that are clearly now holiday cards.
Eventually, I’ll get the wrap and bows and tags back to the basement.
December 26, 2012 Insomnia
I hate insomnia. I really really do.
I’ve had bouts of insomnia most of my adult life, since my early 20’s.
I don’t fall asleep easily, I’m a light sleeper most of the time, and once I’m awake, it can be really difficult to go back to sleep.
I was really tired and sleepy last night after our Christmas dinner with friends, and I went off to bed while slave drew stayed up to watch something he likes and I don’t. I don’t remember him coming to bed, I was sound asleep.
At 4am I was cozy, sleeping well, and drew got up to pee then came back to bed and spooned against me, which in cold weather I love.
I am cold by nature, my hands are often icy, and while I like sleeping in a cold-ish room, if I’m cold, I’m miserable.
That woke me up enough, however, to make it clear I had to get up and pee.Read More
“Never a Christmas morning,
never an old year ends,
but someone thinks of someone;
old days, old times, old friends.”
That is one of my favorite passages for Christmas because isn’t it true?
I have thought today of old days, old times, old friends.
My youth, when Christmas wasn’t what it was ever supposed to be and was mostly about disappointment and being reminded of what wasn’t there.
My dyke days, from which I have many happy memories, Christmases with Marie and Lynnie and Beth, when we would spend the day cooking and playing cards and drinking and smoking dope.
The Christmases with my kinky friends, with the family I’ve chosen.
I’m going to repeat it to myself, again, slowly, and savor the words and the images...Read More
So, it is the night before Christmas.
slave drew got home from his lake house, I made dinner for us tonight – pasta with salad and rolls – and also a Mediterranean Fish Casserole and Orzo Pilaf for tomorrow’s meal with friends. I’ll make a pumpkin pie during the day tomorrow.
drew opened one of his gifts from me, a book on insects. If you know slave drew, you know the thing he likes the most is information. He’ll pour over it and in six weeks know more than is really appropriate about insects.
The puppies got to open one of their presents, some greenie bones. They have a couple more gifts under the tree for tomorrow, but if I told what they were and the puppies happened to read my blog, then the surprise would be ruined.
We ate some of the candy I was given yesterday, until I made ...Read More
Tonight was a party again, I know that shocks you all, though I think I’ve had more invitations this year than ever before. Some years I honestly do one party, maybe, and that’s about it.
This was a largish party at the home of Charles and jacki, two of my favorite people. I’ve no idea how many people were actually there, but I bet it was 40, if you counted everyone who was there for at least a while.
I brought home much loot, all of it cool.
Charles and jacki gave me a lovely scarf in shades of red and purple, that I really like a lot. If you know me personally, you’re likely to see me wearing it because I do like it muchly.
There was also a theme of sharp things – who could have guessed?
The wooden pie shape is a really nifty cheese board, with particularly coo...Read More
I had a productive Saturday, if not a very exciting one, but that’s not always bad. I had no pressing need to leave the house, and other than going to the mailbox, I didn’t.
I did a lot of calendar-related things today.
I put up the subjects for the Special Interest Groups for the upcoming year. I’d created the events, but hadn’t added the topics and the questions, which I like to have done before January.
I scheduled Titleholder Preparations, where we will invite people who are running or thinking about running for a leather title to attend and be asked questions, have an opportunity to practice speeches and/or presentations with feedback and support.
I’ve worked on scheduling classes that I’ll offer this year, my expanded BDSM 101 classes...Read More